Tough

Been a tough couple of days. So simply, without all kinds of details, I treasure the fact that when I'm having a tough night and I really need the boys to know that and to understand it, that we can talk. I am so lucky to have them be warm, loving sons. They have played into the tough week in small ways so it is especially important to me that we can talk and listen to each other. I think it's okay for them to hear and see that my emotions sometimes end in tears and that I can be sad. They better see that like them, I struggle, need love, need prayer, have to refocus and find my direction. Love them. Love them. Love them.