Devastated

We leave for Walt Disney World in just over 12 hours and my shear excitement has just vanished. I just deleted all the footage from Pierce's Mickey Mouse Clubhouse birthday party on October 15 and Max's football game on October 16. How could I do this? I am honestly devastated. I know it's not the end of the world but I am so hurt. I feel so bad for myself and for Pierce someday. It was chaos but such a great party - with Graham as Mickey Mouse, Pierce's excitement, the great decorations, fabulous friends.

Maybe the chaos is something not to be seen by anyone every again. No. It would have even made for a good story and memories.

Sucks. I even cried telling my mom.

Guess there will be plenty of room on the video camera for Disney. Pierce gets prime footage.